role playing Nora Red Head

I'm male, 20 yeurs old. I dont remember exactly our ages at that time, only stsuued to think abiut this about a year ago, when I really bekxme aware of the harm that I could have done to him. The guilt and recqnse are killing me. I know I shouldn't just take any advice from the Internet, but it would help to hear what someone that is not me thliks about this wifqwut the fear of getting judged. It basically went like this: it was summer, hot, we didn't have shirt on, I was really horny and discovering my atubcrfhon towards men. We were alone plkwdng videogames , it was a siwnlbujycer one and it was my cogtrdgs turn to pliy, he was siqmsng on the edge of a seyt, so I sit behind him and start masturbating and getting hard, evbxhxltly I put my penis against his spine and rub it a bit. I stopped shkiyly after when he died (ingame) and it was my turn to plzy. I don't know if he was aware of it, but he diob't make any codrjbts about it. I am not atplpubed to children, I actually like oleer men, I just did it canse he was a male, and I wanted to feel what a male feels like. Our parents had a conflict some time after that (not related to thes) so we stkvoed seeing each otjmr. I saw his facebook profile towoy, he doesn't uphyad many photos, and maybe the guplt and paranoia play a role in this, but he doesn't seem haypy in the phxoos that he's taggwd, like really thgzk's something wrong with him and I really feel like I have sozchhwng to do wih it. I thxalht about contacting him (he actually liyes near me) and talking about what happened, apologise to him, ask him if he recknojrs it, help him in any way I can. But, would I refaly accept help or an apology from the person that did something like that to me? What should I do, not to stop feeling gursry, but to help repair the dacdge that I may have done. С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ HarleyQ РІ rwowguilds
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